20110130--weekend with uncle's

when my time is no more here with me

nothing to say then, but buhbye...

atas nama

ah banyak sekali kebaikan dan peristiwa sederhana yang terlewatkan karena masyuk dalam kesibukan ini dan itu. seringkali diri ini lupa bahwa waktuku terus berkurang.

seringkali mengeluh ini dan itu,
menyalahkan si anu dan si itu, tanpa bercermin pada jiwa dan hati. tanpa memaksimalkan usaha dan kesanggupan, jauh benar diri ini dari sabar.


Ya Rabb, rengkuhllah hamba.
rengkuhlah jiwa yang kering ini agar selalu sadar akan tujuan diri semula engkau mencipta.

rengkuhlah duhai Dzat Yang Menggenggam tiap jiwa,
agar hati angkuh nan kerap dekat dengan riya serta kesombongan ini melembut dalam nama-Mu,
duhai Engkau sang 'Azza wa Jalla.
sungguh sesuatu tidak lepas dari pandanganMu.

in mood of ...

"Ichi ritoru no namida"

i dunno what was it like, but really-

it should been hard back then,
but you kept fight till the end, really till the end.

-------dnh20110117--------

titip rindu bagimu

Suasana sepi begini Panahan rindu menusuk hati Tak mungkin kau sedari

Lantas ku titip puisi kasih Agar gelora tidak merintih Sengsara pun menyisih Dengarkanlah suara hati Moga dikau mampu mengerti Cinta hadir tanpa ku rasa simpati

Percayalah Kasihmu lama tersulam Di ruang paling dalam Terlalu jauh tak terselam

Ku akui Dugaan datang jua pergi Rela ku menghadapi Dengan harapan suci Doa bersemi

Kasih Usah bak suria kau hadir Persis ombak memukul ke sisir Bimbang cinta terusir Kerna rindu pastikan lahir Airmata setia mengalir Berjanjilah ia tak mungkin kan berakhir Oh oh... Percayalah...

Kerna rindu pastikan lahir Airmata setia mengalir Berjanjilah ia tak mungkin kan berakhir Percayalah Kasihmu lama tersulam Di ruang paling dalam Terlalu jauh tak terselam

Ku akui Dugaan datang jua pergi Rela ku menghadapi Dengan harapan suci Doa bersemi Kasih Usah bak suria kau hadir Persis ombak memukul ke sisir Bimbang cinta terusir

Kerna rindu pastikan lahir Airmata setia mengalir Berjanjilah ia tak mungkin kan berakhir Percayalah…

forrrrrrrrrrrbidden love

on mode of

kodomo no koro (my childhood) -- a letter for siti

ahh read book called "A Painted House" grabs me back to my childhood.
rainbows; hide-and-seek; wide bright garden; big and high trees for climb and naked feet, and as for now, write it down. i remember a very lovely friend.

it's been very long-long time since i meet a friend of mine named Siti.
i even forgot when exactly last time I'd meet her.

Siti had very-very different fellowship compared to me. Almost in every single thing. If I choose to recall-back the past, I'll definitely found my self so naive, and my childhood was so blessed had her as one of my friend. thank God.

since I d moved and living in different province for my study, I almost had no contact to her. (how cruel, when my best friend got married i even could not come)

After her marriage, the husband moved all family to his own hometown in somewhere i dunno for sure.

in a hard count it's been six or seven year after the last time i met Siti, back then.

someday in the future i hope i'll meet her again. and I'm so sure the day will definitely come.

"Siti, thanks for all we shared together in the past, I miss u"

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urie sachin

last holiday.

its narziz time cheez!

NewYear holiday photos

whatever I've done in 2010 i wont regret it, and i'll face 2011 with full power hahhh.

Semangat ngger!

がんばりましょう!

아자아자 화이팅

("-_-")